5 years, I lose a best friend every 5 years! I’ve never realized this until now but I do something within those 5 short years that makes me replaceable because the next best person comes along and they just jump aboard and don’t look back! This is why I will never be married because 5 short years will go by and that will be the end just like every relationship I have ever had! Either it is a coincidence, or I’m a terrible friend and no one realizes it until 5 years later.. Either way it makes me cry myself to sleep and pains me in the pit of my stomach :,(